After a great mental conflict I chose to avail leave today.With less than couple of days left for my exams I started getting ready to go for work, but then suddenly this question came up in my mind, to which should I give more importance, money or my studies? If its money, then I should go to work, but I decided it’s my studies. I am losing jus few hundred bucks by not going to work today, but then wont I lose my mental peace had I chose to go to work? I have not yet prepared for my exams. I have to burn the midnight oil to complete my portions even if I start studying today. Thank God. I took a right decision at least this time!
Of late I start looking back at my decisions and at times wonder if I should start regretting for those. I don’t know if those were taken in a hasty moment. With a decent good mark in my 10th standard, and more than 90% in both Science and Mathematics, I should have chosen Science stream as my career, instead I took commerce, which I think was the worst ever decision I had made. Fairing well in my +2 and with worth for nothing certificate of School topper, it was another wrong decision to choose CA as my profession. At least I should have finished my graduation from a decent college and then should have taken up CA, but the worst thing happened when I got thru my CA-Foundation with a rank which made me do my graduation through distance Education and join for Article ship which was nothing less than a 3 years stern imprisonment. :(
All my decisions have ruined my life. Today, after completing my articles I couldn’t sit idle at home, which again made me to take up a job. To say good things do happen at times with bad decision my first job after my first interview made me land at my Dream Job. The only consolation I have is my job. But then again after getting my dream job have I become more complacent?? I am not sure; the zeal to study has come down in me. The worst thought of “After-all I have my job in hand” has started growing in me. I have started seeing money, which I think is becoming a stumble block for my progress in career.
I am not sure what is happening within me, but after my struggles in life I have come up with two verdicts: “Fate and Luck – exists!” and “CA SUCKS!!!!”
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Good luck with ur exams now stop cribbing and continue with ur studies :P
yes...no point in cribbing. Decisions made cannot be changed...try n make sure that the decisions-to-be are made well. Sri- do things that give u satisfaction...dont think too much about what will happen in the long run...it isnt very easy to predict things...give it ur best and hope for the best to happen.
Ram n Aks,
Thanks for ur wishes :)
Hope i shud post something happy after my exams!!!
Sri despite all your bad decisions, you did get a job you liked right. :) As Ram and Aks have told, you can't change the past, so the best way forward is to get on with life.
All the best for your exams. :)
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