Off for a while!

Makkale, thanks for visiting my blog, I will be off for a while, won't be orkutting or updating my blog. Please mail me if anything important!

Take care and keep smiling :-)

Reasonless random ramblings..

Warning! :- If you know me as "Sweet, chamathu ponnu Sri", then please don't read this post :D.. even after reading this warning, if you want to proceed reading this post, then if at all you form a bad opinion .. then forget that you read this post, please padichadhu ellam echa thotu azhichudungo ;-) I will still look nice to your eyes :">

I'm so happy today! I am now a proud owner of a 4 wheeler licence. After so many days of postponing and me being so lazy to go to driving class, finally the waiting time is over! I got my licence today. Oru Licence edukarathukula naai padadha paadu patachu.. I had got my 2 wheeler licence exactly on the 32nd day i turned 18! I applied for my LLR on my 18th B'day. I was so proud for owning a two wheeler license that time, my mistake, I should have learnt car driving that time itself.. ivalo varusham thali poiduchu :( .. but its like better late than never :D
Few of this govt. officials are such worst buggers! What the hell bothers him what kind of dress I wear or what ear-rings that im wearing. Porukki naai! I had gone to the RTO office for getting the genuineness certificate for my two wheeler licence as I need to surrender that one and get a combined licence for the two and four wheeler. It was raining badly that day and i was fully drenched... this porukki rascal was commenting something stupid and the bitch that was sitting beside him was jaalra adichufying for him! I felt so irritated and wanted to give back royally.. but ena pandradhu.. velai aganumenu ela karumathayum sagichuka vendiyadha pochu :((! Our fate is like that.

Apram :D I have treated myself with a new coolers.. ipo madam ada potukutudhan driving full time :D.. even during the evenings.. yarana paatha inda ponnuku either madras eye or "Arpathuku pudusa vaazhvu vandruku" nu nenaipanga! But ena nenacha ena.. inda pudhu goggles nala naraya advantages :D :P .. hehe full time bird watching panalaam ( Girls! doesn't the term bird watching sound too feminine? Pasangala sight adikarathuku edachum term iruka pa???) ! [Manasakshi : Srinidhi.. your darker side is getting revealed.. !!! ne romba ketu poindruka] Oh! illa pa.. i meant, the goggles is very useful in protecting the dust from falling into my eyes nu solla vandhen :D! Iam the most nalla ponnu you see ;)

I love driving in this kotturpuram road.. its such a cool place to enjoy ur ride.. wide road, shade of the trees to protect you from the scorching heat.. and absolutely no traffic at all..Today i did a comedy act :D, tried to overtake two cars that were going side by side, actually read this in a friends blog.. ada try pani pathen.. hmm so decided to overtake both the cars at the same time :P So rendu car-ukum nadula poondu poiten, apram dhan comedy ana matter, after that I clicked my indicator twice towards right and twice towards left, as if to convey the drivers that I drive faster than both of them. hehe.. i cudn't stop laughing from that time.. road la poravan-lam edho loose nu nenachrupanga! =)) I usually drive only in 60's in that lane from the Cancer institute till the Turnview apartments.. hmm munadi atleast Surya's hoarding would be there to ogle at.. ipo ada edututanunga padupaavi pasanga! He used to look soooooooo handsome in that TVS Starcity ad, aduku aprama Aircel one was put up there.. :x .. stupid fellow! I hate his Fair n Handsome ad! he looks so awful without his manly meesai! yuck!

Na oru paanjali range ku ayindruken!.. I have 5 lovers now :P I have now become so dependant on them that I think I can't stay without them anymore :P .. yar avalam? My first love - my honda-activa, the second - My K608i Sony Ericsson, my most beloved - IBM Thinkpad, the fourth - Ipod Nano and the fifth.. ipo dhan ivanuku route potundruken.. Enaku "Ne Venumda Chellam" ;) hehe

Adada! ida marandhutene!! I have joined a new ofis now.. its not an entirely new place for me.. but its really nice to be here again! Im getting paid for doing nothing actually :D. En ootu ob-illa un ootu ob-illa... idu ulaga maha ob :D .. supera ofis ku late-a poitu sekarama odi vandhuduven :D hehe after all life a ensoi pananumla ;)

Buzz!!

God: Buzz!
God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too!
Me:Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand.... I learned it in college but I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Fine & Thanks. Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God:Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy. Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God:Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me:Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading.
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy now that I will start a new life with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live it.

ufff...

Past few days have been really tough for me. I have hurt so many people whom i love the most and for whom i care a lot, but i also expect them to understand my position and state of mind, before they could say or act in a way that would provoke me to shout at them. Anyways, Im truly sorry for having done like that.

Its really painful when you are loaded with huge responsibilities to handle and have very less time in hand. You can't put in your 100% or apply your mind to think without taking decisions emotionally... may be i should say atleast I was not able to be like that who could handle crisis.

An incident that happened yesterday is still bothering me. I was driving in the beach road (In my usual speed of 50 kmph). I didnt notice this guy who was coming in the same road from the University signal till the Gandhi statue signal. Since the road was relatively free of traffic i was jus enjoying my ride, but when this guy kept honking i just gave him an evil stare and didnt bother much about it. But after the Gandhi statue signal since it started drizzling slightly i increased my speed and wanted to reach home before it starts raining heavily. The signal was still red, but this guy kept honking behind me to give him way, I didnt move a bit adamantly, and just sped when the signal turned green. I was driving at 60 kmph that time, and this guy wanted to overtake me so he increased his speed and tried chasing me. I didnt want to take risk so gave him the way, that idiot, should have been happy about that, instead he turned back to prove he was superior and gave me a girls-can-never-overtake-guys stare! Bang!!!! Stupid, its drizzling and would someone speed when its raining? He didnt notice the pit in the road and tried to apply a sudden break, the bike skid and he fell down badly and had a bad head injury. I was feeling bad, that indirectly i was the cause for that. All i could do was jus to call up an ambulance and ensure that he was attended to and left the place as it had started raining heavily and i was worried if my certificates would get wet! I dont know what i did was inhuman .. but felt sorry for that fool who didnt even know how to drive!

Also realised that one should not drive if their mind is wandering somewhere. Would have been caught by the police thrice since last 2 days. Once i didnt notice the signal, second time forgot that the road had lane traffic rules to be followed and the third time, crossed the stop line after realising that signal turned yellow! My luck.. all the three times escaped without being fined.

This too shall pass..

Angry, frustrated, furious, sad, mad, upset, worried... happy, satisfied, glad... sick, tired, insecured and exhausted!

Sudden hatred towards friends n folks... Life Sucks!

Going mad!

Mythreyee was trying to concentrate hard on the book she had in her hand! The hot cup of coffee which her mom gave in the afternoon has now turned into cold coffee with the weather conditions outside. The sky was dark, cloudy and heavy and a heavy downpour was expected any moment, so was her state of mind and heart!

Mythu was so confused. She is standing in the cross-roads not knowing which direction she needs to take. She knows none of the four path would take her to her dream destination, but now she needs to make a move, compromise, and get going with any one of the road to keep her folks happy. All the four ends reached different places, which are far away and which can never be visited again, or even thought about, if one of the road is chosen. There was no coming back. The bridge once crossed, would break!

Mythu is god fearing and believes that, He would do the best for her, but now she doesnt know what is that He is wanting her to do. It is not a situation where she can just remain silent and leave that time to take decisions for her. She needs to reply to all the gatekeepers of the roads immediately. What does she need to do now? Any suggestions?

0,1,..10... 100!!!!

Apadi ipadinu nanum 100 post ezhuditen!!!! :D

I take this oppurtunity to thank all my friends and fellow bloggers who took time to read all the crap that i have written and took pain to post their valuable comments too!

Edho 100 post ayiduchu.. so wanted to give my blog a new look! Epadi irruku?

AVK :P

Oru vazhiya enoda tension days are over.. relaxing a bit now.. but hectic days are not far away. Need to put up in a lot of efforts n struggle.. Anyways.. the biggest question in front of me now is "Whats Next?" .. and ofcourse.. for you too.. guess whats next in my blog?? No prize for guessing it right though :P

306...

Today is the 306th day of the year. Ok.. So? Hehe.. so nothing.. but was jus too inquisitive about this date.Googled and found out this.

This day is defnly special for me. More so this year. 2 Donkey years are over :-s But i havent achieved anything in life till date. Nothing to count in as my credit. Atleast inumelana edavadu urupidiya sadikanumnu nenaikaren.

Btw. my anna got me a designer wear saree :-). It's defnly nice to have an elder brother at times:P Even the thought about the saree makes me feel so good. Its a blue and pink combination of Banaras silk with designer work in it.
He got it for me from my dream shop Man Mandhir. Thanks da anna for that :-)

My dear ones have made this day even more special. Received so many calls at mid night and i was feeling really good that so many people care for me. I know im really blessed to have such awesome friends :-)