My love story!

I had a crush on him when I was 16, a deep desire within me to own him. I turned 18 and it was my dream come true when I had a chance to befriend him. Yes, I did that, the dawn of July 13, 2001 was so auspicious for me, I know he has entered my life. We have become very close now.

Our love started growing as years passed, but there were lots of misunderstanding. I wasn’t sure if he still loves me. I had to do a lot of sacrifices. The amount of pain that I suffered every day was taking my life out. Everyone left me alone. Sleepless nights, I spent with him, jus thinking about him. The fights I had to put up to get our relationship going on.

The day came in 2003, I gathered all my guts and made my first proposal to him. He did not reject me on my face, neither did he accept me. He was half-minded I guess. He was in constant touch with me even after that. We spoke almost daily, the hours I spent with him was much more than I spent with my parents, my relatives and friends. He was still not sure about us. We had frequent quarrels now and then. I was jealous of him having so many friends and each one would call him for a date, he left me alone, all alone , with just his thoughts as my company.

I wasn’t sure if he was still mine. I had rejected so many proposals just for him, but today, I am afraid! Afraid of my future. Is he testing me? My patience? Or my love for him? It was in November 2004, that this new friend of mine came into my life. He asked me for a date, I felt, what’s wrong, but I still love him, nothing wrong in going for a date, may be I need a change? May be I need someone else, who can give me comfort? Yes, I started liking him. I accepted his friendship, we became very good friends. He made me laugh and always comforted me. He gave me opportunities to make so many new friends, my life changed, but still I was in love with him. He is special for me. I used to call him every now and then. Spend time with him during the weekends. Is he angry with me? Is he angry that I am not spending as much time with him, as I used to? I wasn’t bothered. He ditched me now and then. He went on with others every time leaving me alone.

At times I used to cry, cry for not spending enough time with him. He is still very special for me. I love him. I Love him deep from my heart. It’s high time I need to get married to him. This time I am going propose to him. It’s now or never. I can no longer take risk in my life, he has been avoiding me, but I can’t take it anymore. My folks at home have given me enough time and I have done enough sacrifices for him in my life. Now at last, I have also ditched my new friend who gave me all happiness in my life. This friend made me live independently, he gave me confidence, he opened new avenues for me, he took me to places around the world, but what now, I have ditched him. I have taken a costly decision just for you my love. What is that all I want, I just want to add your name as my initials. My love, this is the last time I am going to propose to you. Wish you accept me and we get married soon. I can’t wait any longer. I want to be called CA. Srinidhi!